My philosophy is life is - to be the best. That is what I have always strived to prove all throughout my life. I want to be number one, and I have never been satisfied with anything short of that. More often than not, I always fall short, but, there are exceptions to this - I have proved to be the best sometimes. Just sometimes.
Now, looking back, why do I even bother? I always fall short. No matter how good I am, there will always be someone who's better than me. Someone. I like to think of myself as a nice guy, and a good friend. I do not possess the looks of Jude Law, nor the charm of Pierce Brosnan, and neither the body of Vin Diesel. I am simply - me. I tried and tried and tried, and never gave up, for 8 months - I fought, and fought. At the end of the day, I was simply not good enough. There was someone who was better than me. There always were, there were always be.
The question is, why doI even bother to be number one? What on earth am I trying to prove? I tried to be the best in class - I fell short, I tried to be the best on the playing fields - I fell short, and even in relationships - I give it my best, but I always fell short. 13 times that is. 13 times.
Why am I not surprised? I look around. No matter how much we try, no matter what political ideologies our country has, we will always be not equal. Eventhough our wealth may be the same, there will always be some of us who are poor in gifts, rich in gifts, or poor in love, rich in love. There will always be something to envy your neighbour. There will always be someone better than me/you.
There will always be.
4 comments:
will being grateful help? :)
but but...if you know you have tried your best...isn't it the BEST that you have achieved?
haih..anyway cheer up ya!
go to sleep and start dreamingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
dream
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hey dude! Everyone have their "competitive edge" and I'm sure you know what your's are! Emphasis on are. :) Cya around dude!
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